Day 45 - Self Connection

Your love towards me(universe) will never get wasted; its always manifold. 

என்னிடம் காட்டும் அன்பு 
வீணடிக்க படுவதில்லை.
எப்பொழுதும் பன்மடங்காகிறது!

விதை

எந்த மண்ணில் 
எந்த விதையை விதைக்கிற 
என்பதை பொறுத்தே, 
அது - 
காய்த்து பூத்து குலுங்கும் மரமாகுமோ 
அன்றி,  
காய்ந்து மாய்ந்த சருகாகுமோ என்பது!

Day 41 - Self Connection

I visualized myself seeing in front of me with still eyes. 
The eyes were little fearful for me to look straight. May be that's how others feel when they see it. 

Being a tiring day, I was meditating while nursing my baby and after taking time to settle in thoughts, a sudden visualization of above is what I got.
Still trying to understand the flow.

The visual was longer but only the same. I had to come out of that forcefully as if I see someone starring at me for long.

Day 24 - Self Connection

It is OK if you don't understand how and why few things are happening in life. That is where you learn the uncertainty of life. 

இரங்கல்

என்ன நினைத்து நீ அயர்ந்தாயோ,
ஏது சொல்ல நீ விழித்தாயோ.

நீ இசைய அவன் அழைத்தானோ...
இல்லை,
அவன் அழைக்க நீ விரைந்தாயோ!

என்ன நிலை என வினவும் கணம்
நாவினை தளர்த்தி முடித்தாயோ,
உனது வார்த்தை அதை வெளிகொர்முன் -
நாவினை தளர்த்தி முடித்தாயோ,
உயிரெடுத்து நொடியில் சென்றாயோ !

நீ இசைய அவன் அழைத்தானோ...
இல்லை,
அவன் அழைக்க நீ விரைந்தாயோ!!!

This is dedicated to my Grandma whom we lost shockingly and suddenly; when I heard the news about how her last minute was, I just felt that the time had come for her to leave her eternal body and nothing more than that I can think it off.

May her soul live in peace and bless all of us wherever she is now!.

Day 20 - Self Connection

With all the resources you have, you had taken the best decision at that point of time.

Pat yourself!

(15 minutes with no time set
Good old memories about Prabha and my baby. 
There was a visualization of love and understanding and felt happy about Tanvir been seen as relaxed, calm, talented, understanding baby)

Day 19-Self Connection

There is a reason for every delay; take a turn and relax,